Meet Faycin

Let me get started by sounding all mysterious-like and way more self-important than I really am. I have been known for a long time by many other names. I have put many projects out there. I don't do well with being torn down, so I tend to withdraw into myself when this happens. I need a place where I can withdraw and speak my peace and not give a shit who thinks I am crazy. This is a place for MY opinions, MY thoughts, MY feelings, no matter how crazy. Here I am not having to put on a mask. Here I do not have to be Work Faycin, ready to do the bidding of those who call on me. Here I do not have to be Struggling Author Faycin, always reinventing myself to try and get people to take a look at what I have created. Here I do not have to be Freelancer Faycin, doing whatever I can to start making a buck and get the hell out of being Work Faycin. Here I do not have to put on my Sane Face. Here it does not matter that I am fat and ugly or middle-aged, past my prime. Here it does not matter that I choose to remain celibate because I am not capable of having a healthy relationship. Here I do not have to hide my esoteric beliefs. I will say what I want to say, feel what I want to feel, be what I am. I do not have to put on a mask, I do not have to be anyone else. I do not have to be perfect, or pretend to be perfect. I do not have to pretend to be what you want me to be. I am just me. Just a Faycin A Croud. And while I'm here, I don't have to care about anything but that. Finally, a place to be just me for a while. A place where my thoughts really do matter. In fact, they matter most of all.