Fact: I Don't Let People Get Too Close

I think it's fucking horrible how whenever people start to know me a little I tear away, maybe even creating an entirely new alter-ego, because I am so afraid of being betrayed. The more people get to know me the more "ammunition" they have to destroy me.

My various alter egos are all working on different projects and I feel people drifting away as they wonder what has happened to the other "me's" they have known. Or maybe they don't care at all.

I'm so tired and I'm getting a big sore in my mouth, which is a sign of stress. I don't want things to be this way any more.
Faycin is all about being really and truly honest, something the other me's have lost--something I always seem to lose once I start trying to please people so they won't abandon me.