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Following the prompt for the Writers Workshop, here are the words that hurt me.
What they all boil down to are you're no good, don't belong, are worthless.
"I don't want you around any more."
"I don't love you any more."
"You're weird (not in a good way.)"
The fact that I still can't get over the cruel, passive-aggressive behavior of a person I considered my friend for more than five years still haunts me. Their last words to me before refusing to ever communicate with me again were "who cares? I have real problems."
Because, I guess that having a dying father and living with suicide ideation and fighting with bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder and OCD aren't real problems. And having a house with no running water and damage from a blown water heater and mold growing under the floor weren't real problems. Nope, those are fake problems apparently.
So, I guess I am torn because I really just want to say "what a useless idiot" and have done with it.
But since I thought this person was my friend and I cared about them (although they evidently didn't give a damn about anyone but themselves)
Those words will always hurt me.
7 comments:
Some of the most hurtful events in my life were words said by people I love most. Sorry you had to hear these words. They cut so very deeply.
I know how you feel. My best friend of 13 years recently decided our friendship just "wasn't worth it". Stay strong! Much love.
Sometimes they can even hurt you without words. Like my husband's best friend of 30 years.
Their friendship had been struggling for some time, when I visited and begged him to help and support my husband, who was insane with grief after our son's diagnosis.
We never heard from him again.
A few months ago I heard his wife cheated on him. I'm very sorry to say that felt really good.
"what seems to you like nothing may in fact be to someone else world shattering for we are all fragile at times."
Haley Michelle Shepherd
That's why it's impossible not to "sin" ie. hurt others.
they are words that hurt me to, im so sorry those words were said to you.
Thanks so much, JIP. If you see this, would you please send an invite to your blog to faycinacroud@gmail.com? I have access via the bloomingpsycho account, but I hardly use that one any more. I use faycinacroud almost daily!
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